Out But Not Out

Living in a state of denial
Out but not out
Free to fly
Stuck on the ground
Weighted down
By the skeletons in my closet
My life
Too melodramatic to be real
Like a rabbit hole
Dangerous to fall into
Hard to get out of
Smoke and mirrors
Always diverting from the truth
Wishing like a child
Naively holding on to a pipe dream
Nothing is ever that simple
Out but not out
It all stays the same
Moving still in a circle
Instead of a line
So much waisted energy
Spent on a lie
This entire relationship is a sham
Round and round we go
Down the rabbit hole
Falling so long
It feels like I'm not even moving
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Out but not out
Hard to maintain the act
Itching for a fight
Knowing not to start one
The veritable cauldron of emotions
Keep that shit in check
Commit to your role
You've been too long out of practice
Weave the web
Sell it for all you're worth